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Tapas
Thus began His transforming sadhana(5) of tapas(6),
during which He continued in deep meditation for about 23 hours
a day with only a brief daily break for light bodily sustenance
and to bathe. He faced many difficulties in His endeavour, initially
from some in the village who thought this was all a pretence and
shame- some even took the opportunity to cause mischief, some
beating His body when he was in meditation, while one person even
draped a burning kerosene-soaked cloth over His leg. Sathyaraju
was so absorbed in meditation that he was unaware of these things
except when He emerged from His meditative state, but eventually
after some months He decided to move to the village burial ground
to avoid any of this unnecessary harassment, feeling that His
tormentors might be reluctant to approach Him so readily in such
a place.
While His troubles caused by the villagers was eliminated by this
strategy, unfortunately here His body was attacked by insects
and rodents, and even eventually bitten by a cobra, though divine
intervention protected Him from the serpent's venom. The Jangama
sage came to Him in visitations periodically to protect, guide,
encourage and inspire Him in His endeavours. After a year, a dhyana
mandir (meditation room) was constructed for Him and He continued
His tapas, but He found He had lost the function in His limbs.
He continued on thus for three more years, until the Jangama sage
on one of His visits miraculously restored the use of His limbs,
though the fingers of His hands remained bent and immobile for
the rest of the body's life.
After
four years of intense tapas spent in samadhi(7) for about
23 hours a day, Sathyaraju, now referred to as a Balayogi [boy
Yogi(8)] was subsequently initiated into tapas facing
each of the four cardinal directions. He had already during these
initial four years been facing East, so His Guru then directed
Him to turn towards the North then subsequently He was directed
to face towards the West and finally South, thus completing the
cycle of tapas facing all four directions over an eight year period.
He then was directed to face towards the East again and continued
that for a further 4 year period, during which time He was also
instructed by His Guru to reduce His meditation period to 12 hours
a day, to give darshan(9) to those who came, and also
to offer initiation into the meditation He Himself had practiced
during His tapas.
Realisation
and Mission
In early June 1961, He passed into Nirvikalpa Samadhi and after
two months in early August He was aroused from this samadhi by
His Divine Guru. It was revealed to Him that His Guru had always
been Lord Shiva, coming in the form of the Jangama Rishi to guide
Him through his tapas. Lord Shiva, and Parvati, His consort who
accompanied Him, then told the Balayogi that His tapas was now
complete and that He was now free to roam about at will.
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"You
may now go wherever You like and do whatever You wish," They
said.
Spontaneously He replied, "I had no desire of my own to
do this tapas; it was under Your direction that I performed this.
Now I have also no desire for anything and will do whatever You
direct me to do."
Pleased with the answer, Lord Shiva then instructed Him to arouse
the dormant spirituality of the people of this world through
His darshan and initiation into the unique method of dhyana.
He was also instructed to distribute blessed vibhuti (sacred
ash) and guide sadhaks (spiritual aspirants) towards bhakti marga
to help them in their struggles on the spiritual path. Shankara
Bhagwan then told Him that henceforth He should use the name "Shiva
Bala Yogeshwara ". Later He adapted this title to "Shiva
Bala Yogi" as He felt the title "Yogeshwara" might
be misconstrued by people to imply that He was equated with "Ishwara"
(Supreme Lord).
Finally on 7th August 1961, after twelve years of austere tapas,
Sri Shivabalayogi Maharaj melodiously chanted the holy "Om"
and emerged from the dhyana mandir to bless with His darshan,
the crowd of more than three hundred thousand who had gathered
for this miraculous event.
He
initially stayed in Adivarapupeta and an ashram, called Adi Ashram,
was established there; but as His name spread, He began touring
first south India where an ashram which formed the administrative
centre of His Mission was established in Bangalore and then later
established a further ashram at Ananthapur. Touring north India,
ashrams were established there in Dehra Dun and Sambhar Lake.
He also toured overseas carrying on the Mission assigned to Him,
giving darshan, blessings and dhyana diksha (initiation into dhyana
meditation) to those who sort His spiritual guidance.
He attained Mahasamadhi on 28th March 1994 but continues to inspire
and guide His sincere devotees throughout the world. Physically
He is gone, but His Presence remains undiminished.
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