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Thank you so much for your blessings. I have been under great
stress lately and have been fighting depression. I "know"
that I should have faith that God will see me through and
give me all that I need. Seeing that my electric bill is due
this coming week after two extensions given to me by the electric
company and I am two months behind on my rent, fear grips
me. I have been trying to fill my home with positive energy
and do what I can think of to bring more business for me.
I have a roommate who was ill with
heart problems and he had to quit his job. Things have been
financially stressed for us for some time now and with his
having problems acquiring another job, I am having a really
hard time supporting us. Not to mention my car seems to have
everything going wrong with it at once. I am grateful I have
a car and a roof over my head which is more than some people
have. I am just afraid I might lose these things. I would
like someday not to have to worry about losing my place of
residence or having to drive an old car that always needs
more money to be spent on it. I guess I am writing all of
this because I didn't want you to think I was asking for these
blessings without reason. I have been told its because of
the way I think about things and life. If I could only have
an experience
in a positive light that would change my way of thinking,
that would show me if I believe my finances will be OK and
that I will own my own home and have a reliable car, it would
be so.
Maybe then I could truly change my life and my healing work.
Thanks for listening.
Baba:
Baba fully understands your stress and agony. Agony is universal
law and Divine Grace. The Soul's consciousness has jumped
into the "WELL" called "The World". The
Divine has fitted some "springs" (metal jumping
springs are what I mean here) which will throw the consciousness
back to The Divine. These springs are AGONY and STRESS.
You can afford to loose anything but, My Child, do not loose
Faith. Faith in the name of Lord can work wonders. I pray,
May you be blessed, for your needs. The greatest wonder and
real miracle is GOD. God is within you and will look after
you.
With love and blessings,
Baba ................................................
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